It rained really hard ALL.NIGHT.LONG.
Normally rain would be soothing, but I have so many things going on inside of my head right now that I do not need any noise to keep me awake. The only time my brain will even consider shutting up is when I am completely and totally asleep.
Weather wasn't having it, though. Lightning strobing my bedroom and thunder rattling the windows = no sleep for this lady. SO, this was the second night in a row that I have been unable to sleep and, frankly, I am getting quite cranky about it.
This is all in keeping with the fact that I am losing my mind. It's such an odd sensation to have no control over your emotions, and I am hoping that my doctor will be able to provide some relief from this insanity. I am keeping a sense of humor about it, but I'm ready for it to be over. I am assuming that the absurd bombardment of my family constantly lampooning me at every opportunity, coupled with the super busy work and school schedules that I am juggling have stressed me out to the point that I cannot regulate the chemicals in my brain anymore.
EVEN SO, over the weekend Zoe and I made ten jars of pickles and I got zero studying done. I did, however, find time to yell at a waitress and tell off the guys at brake check. Because I am an a-hole and I can't control my temper. I have also made dinner for the past two nights, which I consider a tremendous accomplishment.
This is the last week of the semester, and by thursday I will have to have completed a 12 page proposal with powerpoint for my business and technical writing class, a ten page paper for my philosophy class, and an oral presentation on spain for my spanish class. I am a busy gal.
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